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Why is it always a friend
She was always there for me
I hate that she is never around me much
I love her smile
I love her laugh
I love her warmth
I love her touch
Somethings you can not find in other
Are always in a friend
So why is it always a friend?
He was a friend....
She was a friend...
Now this girl is too....
Always as a friend.....
But now i want something more.
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All jumbled up
Every part of my mind aches
I'm not, I'm not...
I know I'm not gay
It hurts so much
I'm in love with a boy,
He doesn't love me though
I just wish I had a girl
One who's hand I could hold,
One who's lips I could kiss
A girlfriend, one who I could love
But you know what?
I don't, I don't...
I don't have a girlfriend
What else do I know?
That I could never pretend to be a lesbian
I like girls, in fact I love women
But...I, myself, am not just a lady
A person is what I am
One who feels, one who craves
A person who likes girls and likes boys
I like everything in between
But t
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I get my pleasure in life by making people feel awkward.
I'm different, thus I attract stares, and who am I to deny this attention and use it for my own sakes? I've always been stared at, since day one of my life. Partially because I'm loud, and partially because I'm out. I've never been the type to hide myself. When I came out as gay, I was loud and proud. It wasn't something to hide, nor something to be ashamed of. It was me, and that's who I am.
I've figured out that these facts that are a part of me are always going to attract attention, so I might as well get used to it, and flaunt them.
Granted, this massive ego of mine did take hits
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60 to 80% of all suicide victims show sings of past self inflected harm.
For those who self harm, the risk of suicide is increased 30 times.
Homosexual youths have been documented to at higher risk for self harm and suicide, with 30 to 60% admitting they harm themselves or have attempted to kill themselves, depending on the area in which they live.
I know that this is depressing, but i fell that the info must get out there.
Our culture is under enough threat without us hurting ourselves. It took me a long time to realize this, and now I hope to get others to realize it as well.
For those who self harm, the risk of suicide is increased 30 times.
Homosexual youths have been documented to at higher risk for self harm and suicide, with 30 to 60% admitting they harm themselves or have attempted to kill themselves, depending on the area in which they live.
I know that this is depressing, but i fell that the info must get out there.
Our culture is under enough threat without us hurting ourselves. It took me a long time to realize this, and now I hope to get others to realize it as well.
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made me wanna cry, the truth is horrible sometimes