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Guns and Evil
*sigh* People make me sad sometimes. No one Argues with facts any more. They get all upset because someone doesn't think what they think they should think, and then end the conversation. Im sic of it. So im going to post a few Fact here, that support my opinion that gun control should be left as it is, no stricter and no loser.
A note her.e if you have a different oppion, and it to is based on fact, i would love to debate it with you. but if you get all emotional about this, ill delete your comments and ban you fomr commenting further. im not writing this to be bitched at, im writing this to get something off my chest, and point out some good, solid FACTS
FACT: i must admit to finding guns a passing interest only. I cant not, with my vision, shoot very well, and i live in a area where it is quite unnecessary to own a weapon so long as your dog is big enough to bark loudly. As such, i dont really see the need to own a gun at all. And i dont like them. My hearing has always been sensitiv
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Hearts for the Heartless: Part one
In a dark corner of reality, standing almost right over the border between the realms of light and darkness, there sat a few torn worlds. These worlds were damaged almost beyond repair. The ones form the realm of darkness had been ravaged by light beyond their ability to survive. The ones from the realm of light had been devoured by the darkness.
But among the dead and ravaged worlds, there were some that were very much alive, some that belonged in the void between realms. One of the largest, the most powerful of the wolds that made their homes here is the World That Never Was. The nobody world. Created form its and pieces of the worlds that had been devoured by the darkness, and the heartless. The massive city, when first seen by an outsider, looked almost deserted, except y the hordes of heartless that called such dark worlds home.
this was deceptive. The real rulers of this world allowed the heartless here only because they served the purpose of the the man who had, in effect, began
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True ownership and there she is. A yes, my precious precious pet. There is nothing more important in my life then her. Except for purhaps me.
hes always right on time to. she knows what happens when shes not. I can hear her big metal thingy in the hard spot on my yard shutting off. Another four seconds, and shell be inside. And i will have my dinner. heh
but i must act like i dont want it. That is my special way. The more i do that the more she worries. the more she worries the more power i gain over her. she is such a devoted pet. Im very glad i adopted her. And i glad that we both make each other happy.
Oh her she is. "Meow, pur pur pur, rub rub" you have to hand it to her, her legs really do know how to be rubbed. she always wears the perfect material to get covered in fur. And it it always the color that best compliments me. I have her so well trained.
Yum yum you, dinner was very good i think. Now it is time to the adoration i deserve. for being such a kind owner. I always g
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Body Sins: Lust :iconcastallan:Castallan 0 0
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Insanity Wars Ch4 :iconcastallan:Castallan 3 0
The break up, Fantasy style.
(Please read the artist comments for this. That way, you can understand where this comes from.)
I Stand now upon the pinnacle of death, looking into the west.
And as i watch, the mountains begin to fall.
They crumble into dust as a great nothingness consumes them.
And this nothingness takes shape. It formed into a horrible monster.
It was almost to much to bear. The beasts of the world howled at it.
The world itself trembled at its coming.
And i wept as all hope left me.
It was a devourer of worlds. Everything its shadow fell upon suffered death.
The Aeons themselves were torn asunder by this beast.
And as its lesser spawn, its slaves came to me,
I took up my sword and roared, a sound of denial, of rage, of despair.
And i charged forward to meet them, as they charged to meet me.
But for as many as i killed, Many more of the beast, and the birds, and the men and women and their children died.
And as my blade swept to and fro, The dead built up
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One of Them
You know, I never was "one of them". I never wanted to be. Even before I came out, I wasn't one of the pack.  Not that I was a loner. Not by a long shot. It's just that I didn't conform to any one, except my closest of friends. As usual when someone comes out, my life changed. But that part didn't. At least, not during school.
But then I moved out. I found a job. I got myself caught up in the larger world (id say real world, but that seems to encompass less than the larger world). I found work, (a real shock, considering our unemployment rate) at a local Home Depot, a store I had patronized for quite some time and was happy to find myself at. For a while, at least. But the break room changed all that.
For it seems that High School really doesn't end. At least, not all of it. I knew what to expect of course, from the stories on the news, the warnings of friends and family alike, but it never does seem to stop the pain of seeing and hearing it for yourself.  
The Fag
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The pain I've caused them. :iconcastallan:Castallan 7 15
Abandon reason for madness
       Reason. It is there to dictate to us. To stop us from going mad. It is said to be one of the things that brought our race to greatness, to dominance on the planet. And yet…
       My reason has become my enemy. It is not what threatens to consume me, and break me. It is madness that I embrace now.
       But this madness is something you all share with me, I'm sure of it. And so, let me clarify.
       This madness came to me with my first boyfriend. That's right; I'm a man, who likes men. Deal with it. Any ways, this madness struck when I first felt I might be in love. And it was brought on by the most unexpected thing possible. My reason.
        Reason told me that I could be with him, but not in public. At the very thought of holding hands with him outside of our houses made me cringe. But not
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A letter from a gay son.
Dear Dad,
There are some thing that must be said between me and you. Some points that must be covered. For a long time now, I have hated you. For many different reasons. Let me explain.
For the first 14 years of my life, I did not know you as a sober man. Alcohol had consumed you life as fast as you consumed it. You were a raving, raging drunk whenever you were awake, or a passed out, smelly pile of rags when you weren't. It was pathetic to watch.  
I have no doubt that the hardest choice you made during those years was weather to come home and pass out, beat up me, or beat up mom. How you could have ever called this a life is beyond me. You were killing yourself, driving your family away, and destroying what life you had left.
You even got fired from your job. Me and Maddison had to go around town doing odd jobs like leaf raking or lawn mowing just to help mom pay the bills. All of us hated you, and it was clear that if it wasn't for the fact that she didn't have the money,
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Insanity wars ch3 :iconcastallan:Castallan 1 8
There is a knife
                                                          There is a knife in my hand,
                                                          It sits there during the night,
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Insanity wars ch2 :iconcastallan:Castallan 0 19
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Insanity wars ch1 :iconcastallan:Castallan 1 7
My coming out,my pride,my life
For most people at Broomfield high school it was destined to be just another day. Not for me though. At long last I had finally worked up the guts to ask out the guy I had been crushing on for the past few months.
That's right, I'm a man who's attracted to men. If you don't like it, tough.
Anywho… I had been leading up to this for a while. One of the traditions that me and my friends had been doing since freshmen year (It was senior year that this was happening) was lunch at the local Wendy's every Thursday. On our last gathering before Thanksgiving, I "came out" to my friends. Sort of. See, I told them I was bi. Not cuz I didn't want to be gay, by then I was ok with it. No, it was cuz I didn't think I really was gay. Oh boy was I wrong.
Not only did I "come out" to them, but I told them who I had been crushing on for a long time. His name is Michael. Sexy, sorta caring, and out as bi to his friends(though I didn't learn that till afterwords). So they started to give me advice, an
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The end of my life :iconcastallan:Castallan 35 57


Fall Into You... by Pryate Fall Into You... :iconpryate:Pryate 470 158 DC - The Metropolis Kid by Nijuuni
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DC - The Metropolis Kid :iconnijuuni:Nijuuni 337 33
:EnGarde- Ch 4:
Chapter 4

Alec climbed out of the car as Danni opened the trunk and grabbed a handful of shopping bags filled with new sports equipment. She gathered the five bags in her hands and staggered away from the car so Alec could close the trunk. Alec ran ahead of her and opened the door to the house, wedging his foot against it and the floor. He took his cell phone from his pocket and opened it, the mechanism reporting a recent message from Caleb. Without thinking, he stood up, releasing the wood and it swung back on its hinges, crashing against Danni's forehead, creased with rage.
"DUDE!" Danni shouted, grinding the heel of her sneaker into his toe, making him cry out in pain.
"What the hell, Danni?!" Alec shrieked, dropping his phone as he stumbled backwards, his foot throbbing with agony. He stooped down and lifted the device from the floor, his fingers punching in the commands to open the message. Danni smirked as she tried to get a glimpse at the text he w
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Weaponry 2p7 by tarorae Weaponry 2p7 :icontarorae:tarorae 15 30 gannondorf by dougdude10 gannondorf :icondougdude10:dougdude10 4 0 Friends Love by h-leao
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Friends Love :iconh-leao:h-leao 452 76
Fifty No's and a Yes by Nijuuni Fifty No's and a Yes :iconnijuuni:Nijuuni 1,412 94 Link vs Phantom Ganon by doubleleaf Link vs Phantom Ganon :icondoubleleaf:doubleleaf 11,499 752 Fire Ferrets by Quirkilicious Fire Ferrets :iconquirkilicious:Quirkilicious 11,891 464 Twisted Mural by jeftoon01 Twisted Mural :iconjeftoon01:jeftoon01 9,138 623 RftD character designs by einlee RftD character designs :iconeinlee:einlee 7,320 154 Star Ocean:The Second Story by Tidan-Likida Star Ocean:The Second Story :icontidan-likida:Tidan-Likida 132 26
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Under the Rain :iconmellomatt-ftw:MelloMatt-ftw 102 120



United States
I'm 19 years old this April (2010). I have no artistic ability at all, but I love to write. That is why I'm here. To post some of my stories. They may suck, they may be great, and I couldn't care less which it is. I write for me, and that's all.

I've been "out" for a little over a year now and I must say I really haven't been happier. True, hateful bigots, homophobes, and my own dad can get me down sometimes, but I find that being able to be true to myself is very well worth it.

If you like my writing, I'm surprised, cuz I'm don't like most of it. It isn't very good compared to a lot of other people here. But i write what i want, good or bad, and i guess we will see what we will see. (after we capture the sandy claws, of course.)

Current Residence: Rocky Mountain Front Range
Favourite genre of music: clasic rock
Favourite style of art: anime
Favourite cartoon character: Avatar Aang
Well its time to see how much worse ive gotten in a year or so. im sure ive done this one before, but yeah,  i want to try it again.

[ ] smoked.
[x] consumed alcohol.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
[x] kissed someone of the same sex.
[ x had sex.
[x] had someone in your room other than family.
[x] watched porn Doujinshi and Sensitive Pornograph.
[x] bought porn.
[ ] tried drugs.


[x] taken painkillers.
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine.
[x] lied to your parent.
[x] lied to a friend
[x] snuck out of the house.
[x] done something illegal.
[x] felt hurt.
[x] hurt someone.
[x] wished someone to die. (only in my manic phases,)
[ ] seen someone die.


[ ] missed curfew. (never had one. my sister was the bad child, i was allowed to do what ever i wanted so long as the cops didnt bring me home.)
[x] stayed out all night.
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist.
[x] received a ticket. (for expired i was on my way to renew them. i was PISSED)
[ ] been to rehab
[ ] dyed your hair.
[x] been in an accident. (none of which were my fault thank you)
[x] been to a club.
[x] been to a bar


[x] been to a wild party.
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade.
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night. (for the record, whiskey is bad ass, and will knock you on your ass if you drink like me.)
[ ] had a spring break in Florida.
[x] sniffed anything.
[ ] wore black nail polish.
[x] wore arm bands. (Rainbow Arm band for the win)
[x] wore t-shirts with band names.
[x] listened to rap. (it made my ears bleed,but i guess it still counts)
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD.


[ ] dressed gothic.
[ ] dressed girly.
[x] dressed punk.
[ ] dressed grunge.
[x] stole something.
[x] been too drunk to remember anything. ( yeah.... what i do remember was fun. what i dont worries me)
[ x blacked out.
[x] fainted.
[ ] had a crush on a neighbor.


[x] had a crush on a friend.
[x] been to a concert.
[x] dry-humped someone
[ ] been called a slut.
[x] called someone a slut.
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[x] broken a mirror.
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house.
[x] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.(but i didnt mean to.heh heh)


[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper. (no.just no)
[x] seen an R-rated movie in theater.
[x] cruised the mall.
[x] skipped school.
[x] had surgery.
[x] had an injury.
[x] gone to court.
[x] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
[x] caught something on fire.(what kid hasnt played with fire at some point?)
[x] lied about your age.


[x] owned/rented an apartment/house.
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence.
[x] made out with someone who had a GF/BF.
[ ] got in trouble with the police.
[x] talked to a stranger.
[x] hugged a stranger.
[x] kissed a stranger. (yeah, this one and the last three... gay man, local bath house. need i say more?)
[x] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed.
[x] been verbally harassed.


[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online. ( only when i know them through other people. random hook ups are a little to dangerous for my taste)
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight.
[x] been to a fair.
[x] been called a bad influence.
[ ] drank and drove. (youd think i would have, as much as i drink sometimes, but so far, no. weird?)
[x] prank-called someone.
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex. (and the same. at the same time. cuddle pile.  heh heh.)
[ ] cheated on a test. (peff. i was too nerdy. i knew all the answers, it was the rest of the kids cheating off of my test. )


If You Have Less Than 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [I should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [I should be dead]
  • Listening to: Zelda game music
  • Reading: Shadows of the empire
  • Watching: FMA: brother hood
  • Playing: Final Fantasy 9
  • Eating: PIZZA FTW
  • Drinking: Root beer.

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Psykan Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2014
Random person stopping by to say "hello!"  I read your journal about coming out - well done for overcoming the closet door, and it's nice to see that things have gotten better for you as a result~  :3

I see you're a Star Ocean fan, too!  Claude is pretty badass, yeah?  c:
LaughingGurl Featured By Owner May 27, 2013  Student General Artist
The comment you posted o #dapride doesn't have a working link, so I just clicked on your username to come and join your group, but maybe you can make another comment or something, for people who might still be looking for more active groups like yours? Just a thought... thanks for taking the initiative to keep things active on DA for everyone! :heart: Meow Meow
Castallan Featured By Owner May 27, 2013
Thank you for letting me know.
LaughingGurl Featured By Owner May 27, 2013  Student General Artist
:icongirldanceplz: My pleasure! :heart: Meow Meow
Tales-of-Torment Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks so much for the watch! I appreciate it! :D
Castallan Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2012
hey, your welcome. now i just need the time get through your story. ive only made it to chapter 3 so far.
Tales-of-Torment Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Well I'm glad you like it! :D
tarorae Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2012  Professional General Artist
Thank you for the fave!
kodythedog422 Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2012  Professional Writer
tarorae Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2012  Professional General Artist
Thank you for the watch!
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