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Well its time to see how much worse ive gotten in a year or so. im sure ive done this one before, but yeah, i want to try it again.
[ ] smoked.
[x] consumed alcohol.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
[x] kissed someone of the same sex.
[ x had sex.
[x] had someone in your room other than family.
[x] watched porn Doujinshi and Sensitive Pornograph.
[x] bought porn.
[ ] tried drugs.
TOTAL: 8
[x] taken painkillers.
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine.
[x] lied to your parent.
[x] lied to a friend
[x] snuck out of the house.
[x] done something illegal.
[x] felt hurt.
[x] hurt someone.
[x] wished someone to die. (only in my manic phases,)
[ ] seen someone die.
TOTAL: 17
[ ] missed curfew. (never had one. my sister was the bad child, i was allowed to do what ever i wanted so long as the cops didnt bring me home.)
[x] stayed out all night.
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist.
[x] received a ticket. (for expired tags.as i was on my way to renew them. i was PISSED)
[ ] been to rehab
[ ] dyed your hair.
[x] been in an accident. (none of which were my fault thank you)
[x] been to a club.
[x] been to a bar
TOTAL: 24
[x] been to a wild party.
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade.
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night. (for the record, whiskey is bad ass, and will knock you on your ass if you drink like me.)
[ ] had a spring break in Florida.
[x] sniffed anything.
[ ] wore black nail polish.
[x] wore arm bands. (Rainbow Arm band for the win)
[x] wore t-shirts with band names.
[x] listened to rap. (it made my ears bleed,but i guess it still counts)
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD.
TOTAL:30
[ ] dressed gothic.
[ ] dressed girly.
[x] dressed punk.
[ ] dressed grunge.
[x] stole something.
[x] been too drunk to remember anything. ( yeah.... what i do remember was fun. what i dont worries me)
[ x blacked out.
[x] fainted.
[ ] had a crush on a neighbor.
TOTAL: 35
[x] had a crush on a friend.
[x] been to a concert.
[x] dry-humped someone
[ ] been called a slut.
[x] called someone a slut.
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[x] broken a mirror.
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house.
[x] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.(but i didnt mean to.heh heh)
TOTAL: 42
[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper. (no.just no)
[x] seen an R-rated movie in theater.
[x] cruised the mall.
[x] skipped school.
[x] had surgery.
[x] had an injury.
[x] gone to court.
[x] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
[x] caught something on fire.(what kid hasnt played with fire at some point?)
[x] lied about your age.
TOTAL: 51
[x] owned/rented an apartment/house.
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence.
[x] made out with someone who had a GF/BF.
[ ] got in trouble with the police.
[x] talked to a stranger.
[x] hugged a stranger.
[x] kissed a stranger. (yeah, this one and the last three... gay man, local bath house. need i say more?)
[x] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed.
[x] been verbally harassed.
TOTAL: 59
[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online. ( only when i know them through other people. random hook ups are a little to dangerous for my taste)
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight.
[x] been to a fair.
[x] been called a bad influence.
[ ] drank and drove. (youd think i would have, as much as i drink sometimes, but so far, no. weird?)
[x] prank-called someone.
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex. (and the same. at the same time. cuddle pile. heh heh.)
[ ] cheated on a test. (peff. i was too nerdy. i knew all the answers, it was the rest of the kids cheating off of my test. )
TOTAL: 67
If You Have Less Than 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [I should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [I should be dead]
[ ] smoked.
[x] consumed alcohol.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
[x] kissed someone of the same sex.
[ x had sex.
[x] had someone in your room other than family.
[x] watched porn Doujinshi and Sensitive Pornograph.
[x] bought porn.
[ ] tried drugs.
TOTAL: 8
[x] taken painkillers.
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine.
[x] lied to your parent.
[x] lied to a friend
[x] snuck out of the house.
[x] done something illegal.
[x] felt hurt.
[x] hurt someone.
[x] wished someone to die. (only in my manic phases,)
[ ] seen someone die.
TOTAL: 17
[ ] missed curfew. (never had one. my sister was the bad child, i was allowed to do what ever i wanted so long as the cops didnt bring me home.)
[x] stayed out all night.
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist.
[x] received a ticket. (for expired tags.as i was on my way to renew them. i was PISSED)
[ ] been to rehab
[ ] dyed your hair.
[x] been in an accident. (none of which were my fault thank you)
[x] been to a club.
[x] been to a bar
TOTAL: 24
[x] been to a wild party.
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade.
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night. (for the record, whiskey is bad ass, and will knock you on your ass if you drink like me.)
[ ] had a spring break in Florida.
[x] sniffed anything.
[ ] wore black nail polish.
[x] wore arm bands. (Rainbow Arm band for the win)
[x] wore t-shirts with band names.
[x] listened to rap. (it made my ears bleed,but i guess it still counts)
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD.
TOTAL:30
[ ] dressed gothic.
[ ] dressed girly.
[x] dressed punk.
[ ] dressed grunge.
[x] stole something.
[x] been too drunk to remember anything. ( yeah.... what i do remember was fun. what i dont worries me)
[ x blacked out.
[x] fainted.
[ ] had a crush on a neighbor.
TOTAL: 35
[x] had a crush on a friend.
[x] been to a concert.
[x] dry-humped someone
[ ] been called a slut.
[x] called someone a slut.
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[x] broken a mirror.
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house.
[x] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.(but i didnt mean to.heh heh)
TOTAL: 42
[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper. (no.just no)
[x] seen an R-rated movie in theater.
[x] cruised the mall.
[x] skipped school.
[x] had surgery.
[x] had an injury.
[x] gone to court.
[x] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
[x] caught something on fire.(what kid hasnt played with fire at some point?)
[x] lied about your age.
TOTAL: 51
[x] owned/rented an apartment/house.
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence.
[x] made out with someone who had a GF/BF.
[ ] got in trouble with the police.
[x] talked to a stranger.
[x] hugged a stranger.
[x] kissed a stranger. (yeah, this one and the last three... gay man, local bath house. need i say more?)
[x] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed.
[x] been verbally harassed.
TOTAL: 59
[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online. ( only when i know them through other people. random hook ups are a little to dangerous for my taste)
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight.
[x] been to a fair.
[x] been called a bad influence.
[ ] drank and drove. (youd think i would have, as much as i drink sometimes, but so far, no. weird?)
[x] prank-called someone.
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex. (and the same. at the same time. cuddle pile. heh heh.)
[ ] cheated on a test. (peff. i was too nerdy. i knew all the answers, it was the rest of the kids cheating off of my test. )
TOTAL: 67
If You Have Less Than 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [I should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [I should be dead]
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This seemed like fun, so i stoleded it.
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1. YOUR REAL NAME:
Bryce
2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)
Bryizzle
3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)
Yellow Wolf
4. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)
Grebr
5. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink)
Blue Whiskey
6. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, first two letters of your middle name, last two letters of your first name then last three letters of your last name)
Regaceald
7. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (both parents middle name)
Michelle Gordon
8. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets)
Black Tut
9. NINJA NAME: (First two letters of your first name added with Ruto)
Brrute
10. PIRATE NAME: (Your middle name after the word Captain)
Captain Gaylon..... (thats not a gay name, right? heh heh)
Bryce
2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)
Bryizzle
3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)
Yellow Wolf
4. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)
Grebr
5. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink)
Blue Whiskey
6. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, first two letters of your middle name, last two letters of your first name then last three letters of your last name)
Regaceald
7. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (both parents middle name)
Michelle Gordon
8. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets)
Black Tut
9. NINJA NAME: (First two letters of your first name added with Ruto)
Brrute
10. PIRATE NAME: (Your middle name after the word Captain)
Captain Gaylon..... (thats not a gay name, right? heh heh)
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This seemed like fun, so i stoleded it.
1 min read
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What am i, i wonder
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Greater than 30 = Super Uke
21-30 = Uke
20 = Both
10-19 = Seme
Less than 10 = Super Seme
01-[x ] You like to be content in everything.
02-[ ] When a person confesses his/her love to you and you don't like him/her, you start feeling very tense and/or you don't know what to say.
03-[ ] You enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music.
04-[x] You are quite hyperactive.
05-[ ] If you don't like something, you start crying and you don't care if you start talking too loud.
06-[x] You love candies or any type of caramel.
07-[x] You like making others blush.
08-[x ] You sleep with a doll/teddy bear/pillow in your hand.
09-[ ] You're usually shy with the opposite sex.
10-[x] You like romantic-funny anime.
11-[ ] Between L or Light cosplay, you prefer L.
12-[ ] You have listened "an café".
13-[ ] You like listening to it.
14-[ ] You have 1 or 2 song on your computer of "an café".
15-[ ] You are innocent and a little clumsy.
16-[x] You smile at kitties.
17-[ ] You usually say –kawaii-.
18-[ ] You like plushies.
19-[ ] Between light blue and blue, you prefer light blue.
20-[x] You hate Paris Hilton because she is an idiot.
21-[ ] You have been lost in a shopping center/parking/cinema.
22-[ ] You have called to the mistaken number twice or more.
23-[x] You cried with Pocahontas' ending.
24-[ ] You have used a very feminine dress or shirt.
25-[ ] You call your pets with cute names.
26-[x] You believe that yaoi is the best.
27-[ ] You're easy to trick/convince.
28-[ ] Some men scare you.
29-[ ] You have seen Pucca and you like it.
30-[ ] You have pink/red clothes and they are decorated with flowers.
31-[x] Sometimes you start looking at the clouds and you get lost in space.
32-[ ] You've said "Kyao" or something like that before.
33-[x] When a person of your same sex gets angry with you, you're at the defensive.
34- ] You like j-pop.
35-[x] You have cried for more than one movie/TV series.
36-[ ] You watched Gravitation and you felt like Shuichi or you watched Strawberry Panic and you felt like Nagisa.
37-[X] You smile with no reason.
38-[X] You usually are very positive.
39-[x] When there's a rainbow, you run out to see it.
40-[] You usually don't understand what your parents say
16 huh. well well, i would never had guessed. really, i wouldnt have. its not me at all. at least, not as i see me.
21-30 = Uke
20 = Both
10-19 = Seme
Less than 10 = Super Seme
01-[x ] You like to be content in everything.
02-[ ] When a person confesses his/her love to you and you don't like him/her, you start feeling very tense and/or you don't know what to say.
03-[ ] You enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music.
04-[x] You are quite hyperactive.
05-[ ] If you don't like something, you start crying and you don't care if you start talking too loud.
06-[x] You love candies or any type of caramel.
07-[x] You like making others blush.
08-[x ] You sleep with a doll/teddy bear/pillow in your hand.
09-[ ] You're usually shy with the opposite sex.
10-[x] You like romantic-funny anime.
11-[ ] Between L or Light cosplay, you prefer L.
12-[ ] You have listened "an café".
13-[ ] You like listening to it.
14-[ ] You have 1 or 2 song on your computer of "an café".
15-[ ] You are innocent and a little clumsy.
16-[x] You smile at kitties.
17-[ ] You usually say –kawaii-.
18-[ ] You like plushies.
19-[ ] Between light blue and blue, you prefer light blue.
20-[x] You hate Paris Hilton because she is an idiot.
21-[ ] You have been lost in a shopping center/parking/cinema.
22-[ ] You have called to the mistaken number twice or more.
23-[x] You cried with Pocahontas' ending.
24-[ ] You have used a very feminine dress or shirt.
25-[ ] You call your pets with cute names.
26-[x] You believe that yaoi is the best.
27-[ ] You're easy to trick/convince.
28-[ ] Some men scare you.
29-[ ] You have seen Pucca and you like it.
30-[ ] You have pink/red clothes and they are decorated with flowers.
31-[x] Sometimes you start looking at the clouds and you get lost in space.
32-[ ] You've said "Kyao" or something like that before.
33-[x] When a person of your same sex gets angry with you, you're at the defensive.
34- ] You like j-pop.
35-[x] You have cried for more than one movie/TV series.
36-[ ] You watched Gravitation and you felt like Shuichi or you watched Strawberry Panic and you felt like Nagisa.
37-[X] You smile with no reason.
38-[X] You usually are very positive.
39-[x] When there's a rainbow, you run out to see it.
40-[] You usually don't understand what your parents say
16 huh. well well, i would never had guessed. really, i wouldnt have. its not me at all. at least, not as i see me.
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Yeah.
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It is official. I am now 20 years of age. I can now no longer call people who are 30 old. heh heh.
Well its been a year. I didnt kill anyone, no one killed me, and i didn't kill myself (though that last one came close to happening, lord only knows.) And here i sit now blabbing bout all this shit. Look at me, im nostalgic already. *sigh*
I now have but one year left to me where birthdays can be celebrated. Not that 21 means as much to me as it once did. I can get into bars already thanks to people i know, And buying beer legally is nothing when ive had accesses to the stuff for almost 4 years now.
But its the last big mile stone, so i wait for it and hope i only half comes. After all, after 21, birthdays are little more then a countdown clock to middle age, then old age, then finally, death come and saves you from this madness we call life. Of course, by the time that happens, ill have had quite enough of life, and ill be ready and waiting to see what waits for us beyond, if anything at all.
Personally, i rather hope its like falling asleep and retreating to the safe realm of dreams. only this last time, you dont wake up. But thats just me.
But enough of that. That time is still (i hope) quite a ways away. But all this thought of dying and what waits for us has goten me thinking... Well what if the bible has it at least partly right? Whta if hell, heaven and all that?
That of course lead me to think rather hard on the seven deadly sins, which have always held my interest, but never so much as now. So i think some of my newest deviations will be based around those sins.
Of course. they may not. i never know. i just sit down, and write about what comes to mind. wether its the sins, or the next chapter of WARS. i wont even know till i start writing it, so well see.
Any ways, thats my little rant. my depressing little nostolgic rant. im done now, so if you made it this far, shame on you. dont you have better things to do then read the journals of a bi-polar, self indulging fag? Come on. i though you were better then that. heh heh.
And for those of you who made it this far, even after that last bit, heres what i have for you.
THE GAME. heh heh.
Well its been a year. I didnt kill anyone, no one killed me, and i didn't kill myself (though that last one came close to happening, lord only knows.) And here i sit now blabbing bout all this shit. Look at me, im nostalgic already. *sigh*
I now have but one year left to me where birthdays can be celebrated. Not that 21 means as much to me as it once did. I can get into bars already thanks to people i know, And buying beer legally is nothing when ive had accesses to the stuff for almost 4 years now.
But its the last big mile stone, so i wait for it and hope i only half comes. After all, after 21, birthdays are little more then a countdown clock to middle age, then old age, then finally, death come and saves you from this madness we call life. Of course, by the time that happens, ill have had quite enough of life, and ill be ready and waiting to see what waits for us beyond, if anything at all.
Personally, i rather hope its like falling asleep and retreating to the safe realm of dreams. only this last time, you dont wake up. But thats just me.
But enough of that. That time is still (i hope) quite a ways away. But all this thought of dying and what waits for us has goten me thinking... Well what if the bible has it at least partly right? Whta if hell, heaven and all that?
That of course lead me to think rather hard on the seven deadly sins, which have always held my interest, but never so much as now. So i think some of my newest deviations will be based around those sins.
Of course. they may not. i never know. i just sit down, and write about what comes to mind. wether its the sins, or the next chapter of WARS. i wont even know till i start writing it, so well see.
Any ways, thats my little rant. my depressing little nostolgic rant. im done now, so if you made it this far, shame on you. dont you have better things to do then read the journals of a bi-polar, self indulging fag? Come on. i though you were better then that. heh heh.
And for those of you who made it this far, even after that last bit, heres what i have for you.
THE GAME. heh heh.
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